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Yes, I've been pretty happy, and hopefully it will continue, especially since I should be out most nights this week for one reason or another :O)

Bus was early this morning, so got on the next one which was delayed for about fifteen minutes for no apparent reason...then had to walk the extra fifteen minutes since it was the wrong bus. At least circumstances gave me the chance to talk to the cute German lass who's just started at our place - might even meet up with her at the weekend for a bit of walking on the Pentlands. Just got to get the level of interest right so it's obvious that I'd be interested in being more than friends! Seem to have got very bad at that these days...

Just done this personality test...

I'm a O24-C64-E64-A8-N22 Big Five!!

Really think that the first category should be a lot higher, since I'm super-inquisitive person who wants to know about everything. Can't remember what the other bits said now. Think I may be too reticent about myself to do these tests properly. Have started writing like Bridget Jones. v.g. Well maybe not.

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eurgh. heya! hows life recently?

Pretty good! Had a top weekend away, but back at work today...you skiving I see! Naughty person...

Did you go to Leeds or anything?

im well ill, im allowed to skive if im actually ill, thats my theory anyway.
i cant afford leeds or any such musical nonsense nowdays, but hey, glastonbury next year, if the line ups any good. what were you actually doing when you were wherever you were?

I was down in Leeds too, but I was there to watch the cricket with some old schoolmates...basically eight hours of sitting in the sun drinking.

Glastonbury's probably a good idea - I need to go there one of these years before it doesn't happen again...

hence why im going next year. i might not bother unless theres some bands i really want to see. i need a job.

There's so much more than the music there though. What's with the new journal anyway?

i know theres more than the music, but its a lot of money which i dont have, so if theres ace bands then i'll go definatly but i don't know.

i wanted a live journal that i could write what the fuck i wanted in without a bunch of studio 24 arseholes reading it, so its friends only. also i got bored.

Fair enough - seems like you don't get on well with many people down there at all though! What makes you so antagonistic to them?

erm mainly becasue in my view most of them are a bunch of arrogant fucks who have this big mental "clique" which if you are not in you are scum of the earth. as well as that a lot of them are generally not nice people, they are not the kind of people i like talking to or spending my time with because they have a different aspect on life to me and i don't see them as the kind of people i like to spend my time with. and studio 2 fucking 4 is a shit hole as it is, without all those cunts there. also they are fun to slag off because they all get so worked up about it all.

Fair enough :O)

I get on okay with some of them, so I don't mind, and compared to the place I used to go to back home (before the roof fell in), the Studios are pretty good! Would be nice to have more rock clubs to go to though...

i get on quite well with a few of them as well it's just others piss the fuck out of me.

genetic on a thursday at the citrus club is pretty good, much better than nexus anyway. but unfortunatly im banned from there too! but hey its all good. there are better places to go, just not around here.

I've never been to Genetic, especially since on their posters they advertise Blink 182 and Green Day above anything else - that's guaranteed to scare me off!

i dont think i have ever heard blink 182 or greenday played at genetic actuallly. drinks are cheap and its free to get in as well.

i got cut off earlier hello again.

g'day...

Don't think I'll be trying it any time soon anyway...

probably a good idea, the bouncers are fucking morons.

where is it you work?

For the next couple of weeks I'm at the Centre for Ecology and Hydology doing my masters...after that I've no idea! Poverty and unemployment here I come...

Aren't bouncers always morons?

i dont have a flying sonic youth what the majority of that means but hey i guess that means your clever. congratulations on that!

bouncers are always morons.

Well I suppose my brains aren't too bad...the problem is convincing other people of that.

How long you got left at school then?

i have a year lef to go, but due to the mental state of me right now i doubt i will complete it, all is a bit pear shaped but i'll see what i can do.

What's the problem?

theres no where to start. theres too many reaosns half of which i don't even know myself, lets just say the main one was discovered less than half an hour ago, and i feel numb.

Hmmm...it might seem difficult now, but given a few months things can seem a lot easier if you keep working at things...conversely, you could take action to sort things out quickly and to kick start yourself to a better situation. That's just philosophical fluff though - can't give you much advice though. Feel free to natter more to me if you want...e-mail if it helps :O)

thing is, that in a few months the problem may have got even worse, or worse than ever. i would rather not talk about it on livejournal, as i havn't properly got my head round it yet.

cheers.xx

Well sympathetic ears are here if you need them *hug*

erm thanks a lot. thats something i don't hear (or read) very often.

*returns your hug*

Well I've no reason to be nasty to you - you've done me no harm, and you seem okay from the brief time that we've been in touch, so my initial assessment of you is good! I'm often pretty good at being helpful and getting to the point so long as I know my advice is being listened to (If not necessarily acted upon...) and I quite enjoy making people feel better, so if you really do need some advice or whatever then here I am.

thank you again, not many people would be willing to be helpful or to give advice to someone they didnt know, then again i am usually in contact with complete knob heads