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[cheekbones3]

This appears to be a day where I get very bored, and then start feeling lonely and miserable. Then I start being annoyed at my natural aloofness. It pisses me off that I rarely feel close to anyone, as close as they may feel to me. Occasionally, I do get close to people (once or twice?) but how do I manage it? It takes a very special sort methinks. In need of hugs and a big dose of being madly in love I think. Just for something new of course! Things feel stagnant. Well Wednesday is when uni hits me, and I hit uni...until then...*yawn*

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[rainstorm.livejournal.com]

feel free to come round if you want a hug/sympathy/a shoulder. i just remembered to email you my address. :)

[rubysasylum.livejournal.com]

i locked myself in my own solitude pondering those same thoughts. it's kind of odd. it sucks to be lonely. i know this is horribly repetitive but if you want to talk i'm here.

p.s. sorry i ddn't respond to the note you left in my journal a little hile back, but i didn't want to post the response to the public. (i don't mind talking to you about it, but i don't want to tell everyone who reads my journal) hahah in other words i am being complicated again.

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[cheekbones3.livejournal.com]

Well I feel fine now-as usual with me, it was just a passing phase, although nothing has actually changed, it's not bothering me just now! Drop me an e-mail if you want to natter though!

[rubysasylum.livejournal.com]

:)