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Feb. 27th, 2004 06:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cheekbones3I wake from another dream where I get back together with C.
I just think, just because it was the "right decision" eighteen months ago to finish things, that's not always going to be the case is it? My own inability to talk about things (the reason I made that decision) has been cast into sharp focus in the intervening time - I've certainly learnt the lessons I was having problems with. Some of you may have heard about these things over the past year or so.
I just wish I knew now what to do, if at all anything. Should I just look forwards and put it down to experience, or should I go and chase my dreams, even if it makes things awkward for C? Frankly, I've no idea what she thinks about things - we don't really tlak these days, which is even more disappointing, since we got on so well.
Somebody out there can tell me what to do. Help!
I even foresook my lie in to write this...
I just think, just because it was the "right decision" eighteen months ago to finish things, that's not always going to be the case is it? My own inability to talk about things (the reason I made that decision) has been cast into sharp focus in the intervening time - I've certainly learnt the lessons I was having problems with. Some of you may have heard about these things over the past year or so.
I just wish I knew now what to do, if at all anything. Should I just look forwards and put it down to experience, or should I go and chase my dreams, even if it makes things awkward for C? Frankly, I've no idea what she thinks about things - we don't really tlak these days, which is even more disappointing, since we got on so well.
Somebody out there can tell me what to do. Help!
I even foresook my lie in to write this...
