well that's that

So I did it-I split up with my first long term girlfriend after 8 1/2 months. I glad I did, although it was pretty hard, I know now that it was the right thing to do, and she's proved what a lovely person she is. I hope the period of mourning afore we start talking again isn't too long...it can't be more than twelve days anyway due to the upcoming ball :O)
It looks like a lovely day outside, and for some reason our local ickle bat is flitting round outside my window, although it's at least four hours until dusk!
I wonder if the prediction I got that I'll fall in love this summer will still come true?! I'd be really amused if it did!
This has all given me the idea that although I've got over my more physical shyness to a point, there is much internal hurdle jumping to be done.
One thing-ahoy! I can go out on the pull again! Can't wait to be in the mood for that :O|

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I'm surprised - I think I actually am missing Cecilia, pretty much for the first time in my life I've missed anyone. Like having an important support beam removed, I'm actually finding it physically difficult to stand up straight and hold my head up! I know it was the right decision though-I wouldn't have done it otherwise! Seriously though, I do feel better, if a little bendy! I now understand what it is to feel for somebody, like I never have before :O) I crave new feelings like this, and am very pleased that Cecilia gave me this opportunity to feel a bit shitty by being so lovely :O) Ah I wish I could give her a hug now!