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Well I realised that I don't actually want to get back with Cecilia, but for complicated emotional/misunderstanding/oh what a fuck up type reasons, she probably won't be talking to me for a while again.

Onwards and upwards I suppose, and at least I've got that curiosity (That maybe I was doing the wrong thing) out of my system. I was very pissed off earlier, but now I'm not too bad-looking forward to getting back to having a life again-I've been moping for way too long! And I can drink again this weekend! And Napier haven't forgotten about me either!