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[cheekbones3]

Feeling like this makes me realise that I do actually give a shit about the people around me. I know that I do anyway, but it's normally so hard to actually feel anything and now at least I'm proving to myself that I'm not as emotionally dead as I often feel. How some people would love to swap with me for my lack of emotions though I'm sure...and why does music affect me on such a high level?