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[cheekbones3]

So...life's crap just now. I'm going through one of those periods where it feels like I don't really want to do anything, anything I do do feels false and stilted, my facade is more noticable (And annoying) to me than ever, my favourite records sound flat, I'm doing things because I've always done them, not that I actually want to do them. Must actually stop pretending I'm a fun person, when I'm actually a miserable git with a vicious streak of nastiness, which actually passes for humour. Wow I really am feeling shitty aren't I? Anyone got any spare sympathy?! Bleugh. I suppose not sleeping last night didn't help. Fucking idiot I am.
Ooh - a smile?! That must have been cathartic, or I find my own humour funny. Hmm.