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Nov. 25th, 2001 02:00 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cheekbones3My god I'm in one fucker of a bad mood. It's certainly been mitigated in the last few minutes, mainly due to communiques from lovely people, but the only real effect of those is that I won't fill this box up with too much invective.
I'm stuck with too many questions of why-"why do I bother?", "why don't I know where the sodding hell I'm going?" etc etc, so I'm fit to burst right now. ARRRRRRGHhgHHHHHHHHHHh. Why am I such a fuck-up, even though by most standards I'm not? Why are my standards so high, but actually hypocritically low? Why can't I deal with myself? Why is sorting myself out such hard fucking work? Why is fuck such a good word to use when I'm feeling this shitty? Oh fucking arse.ckfxodd5-ejpaethjiothpthjigiiiiiiiiiib
I'm stuck with too many questions of why-"why do I bother?", "why don't I know where the sodding hell I'm going?" etc etc, so I'm fit to burst right now. ARRRRRRGHhgHHHHHHHHHHh. Why am I such a fuck-up, even though by most standards I'm not? Why are my standards so high, but actually hypocritically low? Why can't I deal with myself? Why is sorting myself out such hard fucking work? Why is fuck such a good word to use when I'm feeling this shitty? Oh fucking arse.ckfxodd5-ejpaethjiothpthjigiiiiiiiiiib
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Date: 2001-11-25 03:50 am (UTC)