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I'm just wondering if how I am right now is how some people are all the time-pumping energies around themselves and their surroundings, and having strong feelings about things...this is strange for me since I normally am on a very low emotional level, but at the moment what with my work putting me in a surprisingly high state of frustration, and last night's date and hopeful consequences putting me on edge in a nice way, my thoughts are dominated which I am not used to. Normally my mind just races around, or floats aimlessly, but right now I'm very concentrated. It's interesting to notice this right now...and if anyone pisses me off at work tonight, I'll be ready to destroy them with my bare hands...

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Feeling like this makes me realise that I do actually give a shit about the people around me. I know that I do anyway, but it's normally so hard to actually feel anything and now at least I'm proving to myself that I'm not as emotionally dead as I often feel. How some people would love to swap with me for my lack of emotions though I'm sure...and why does music affect me on such a high level?