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[cheekbones3]

I'm surprised - I think I actually am missing Cecilia, pretty much for the first time in my life I've missed anyone. Like having an important support beam removed, I'm actually finding it physically difficult to stand up straight and hold my head up! I know it was the right decision though-I wouldn't have done it otherwise! Seriously though, I do feel better, if a little bendy! I now understand what it is to feel for somebody, like I never have before :O) I crave new feelings like this, and am very pleased that Cecilia gave me this opportunity to feel a bit shitty by being so lovely :O) Ah I wish I could give her a hug now!

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Re: Singledom

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indeed-but at least I had the opporunity to spend lots of time with her. The time had come that's all :O(