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[cheekbones3]

So...life's crap just now. I'm going through one of those periods where it feels like I don't really want to do anything, anything I do do feels false and stilted, my facade is more noticable (And annoying) to me than ever, my favourite records sound flat, I'm doing things because I've always done them, not that I actually want to do them. Must actually stop pretending I'm a fun person, when I'm actually a miserable git with a vicious streak of nastiness, which actually passes for humour. Wow I really am feeling shitty aren't I? Anyone got any spare sympathy?! Bleugh. I suppose not sleeping last night didn't help. Fucking idiot I am.
Ooh - a smile?! That must have been cathartic, or I find my own humour funny. Hmm.

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[ginnymarie.livejournal.com]

oh, I have that same feeling sometimes. nothing is right. and nothing can help, it seems.

i have LOADS of spare sympathy, and it's comin your way.

Cranky

[wildjasmine.livejournal.com]

Awwwww *hugs* have some sympathy from me too, yes I too can identify with those times when the world suddenly seems to stand still and everything is repetative blurrs, best thing is to set yourself a challenge, do something completely different and break the cycle, ohh and just when your not expecting it suddenly you'll snap out of it and find life all exciting again!

hugss

Jassie

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[cheekbones3.livejournal.com]

thanks :O)

Re: Cranky

[cheekbones3.livejournal.com]

*hug*

[lee-lou.livejournal.com]

I know how you feel - I've been feeling pretty much the same lately..... you probably noticed! Anyway, *hug* xxx

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[cheekbones3.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Why are you so down?

[lee-lou.livejournal.com]

General crappyness - stressed about work and all sorts of other things but I won't say what here! Will probably talk to you in an e-mail...

*hugs*

Moose xx

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[cheekbones3.livejournal.com]

okay*hugs*

[rainstorm.livejournal.com]

(having not been on 'net much lately this is a few days late. oops.)

hope you're feeling a bit better. i agree that life is poo. however it is summer and (atm anyway) the sun is shining. sort of.

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[cheekbones3.livejournal.com]

I am feeling better of course! Still a little down though, but the sun is nice.